Day 10

• I've tried to write so many different posts today. And none of them seemed to fit. Nothing came across as I wanted to say it. Dare I say it? I think I was suffering from writer's block.
  
  Or actually, maybe I was suffering from guilt. It is currently the month of Ramadan, and all around me I see people worshipping and doing good. Taking care of the poor, sharing food with friends and establishing extra prayers. And for some reason, I just haven't been feeling it. And I feel like I haven't even stopped myself from gossip or backbiting or Netflix 🙄
  
  I'm going through the motions, but I feel like it's all external. Nothing is penetrating. And I feel so guilty. Have I done something so profoundly wrong that I can't even feel spirituality anymore? 
  
  
• So today, #10, I am grateful for the chance to try again. To pray and talk to God and ask forgiveness. I am grateful to know that even though I am not perfect, I was never expected to be. And most of all, I'm grateful for second chances. .
  
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• #grateful 
• #gratitude 
• #secondchances
• #doover
  #ramadan 
• #ramadan2017 
• #day10